Moving up to Portland next week. I’m fucking excited and scared at the same time. But this is just another big step to get me going in life. Gotta give it my all you know? College is going to kick my ass. Plus I’m gonna miss everyone. Well, no turning back now. Let’s go!
This past week has been a blur, so many tears have been been shed, so much confusion and anger and every now and then a little bit of happiness.
There are some things I’m not so sure about anymore and I’m starting to wonder if it’s even worth it anymore. I’ve tried so hard and I feel like I’m going no where with it. I guess only time will tell. I want to say so much but I’m holding it all in. That’s not good at all is it?
Stress has taken control of me for the next couple of weeks and I’m in for one hell of a ride.